I can easily say, this has been one of the toughest weeks of my life. In addition to being unemployed and struggling financially, my health has been deteriorating (most likely due to the stress of being unemployed). Through it all I am surrounded by family & friends who love and support me. Through it all the creator of the universe sustains me. Yet, there is still this yearning to be supported in a completely different way. To be held and comforted by someone who, not just loves me but is in love with me.
Every couple of months this intense yearning to be a wife and mother resurfaces, stronger and with more urgency. I feel in every fiber of my being that I was created to be a wife. Therefore, I refuse to accept anything else but that. I will not be a jumpoff, a side chick, a boo, or even a wifey. Wife is the only title I will accept at this stage in my life.
Who ever you are and where ever you are, know that my heart longs for you. I look forward to the day when I can look into your eyes, smile at you, comfort you & be comforted by you.
Still Not-So-Patiently Waiting For His Love....